9:00 AM >> half a days worth of rambling

9.45AM. as i see it. who am i kidding i see nothing. i'm not blind. i'm just not seeing. in the mind-block not seeing way. on top of that i am awkward at the helm. the swells make me teeter. only teeter. no totter. and teeter without tottering is not healthy. it spoils the soul. it wets the deck. there's just nothing, not a thing worse than a wet deck. the deck gets wet and seeps into the soul. then you got a soggy soul. is there a bright side. yes. there is. always there is. water evaporates. if you don't know there's a whole cycle to water and its workings on this planet. it drops, it evaporates, it gets too heavy for the atmosphere to handle and then it falls again. 10.15AM. candy and cookies are good, you know. but pizza is better. and milkshakes. man i haven't had a milkshake or a root beer float in a long time. i used to eat a coke float per day back when i was a kid. i'm not really a kid anymore in age. i am 28. one of my favorite things that people think is totally disgusting is this. you go to mcdonald's. you order a filet o' fish sandwich. you order a strawberry shake. you dip the sandwich into the shake. and if you really can't stomach the submersion of the fish into the shake the combo alone is awesome. they compliment each other so well. try it. so while on the subject of the filet o'fish. i recommend getting it with a tomato. it's really much better that way. like the coke float i haven't had the fof/shake combo in ages. 11.17AM. did i mention that half of my t-shirt wardrobe is made up of freebies. all the time i am getting free t-shirts. a lot of them come from bars or restaurants. my fashion in general is composed of things that i got for free or for cheap. i generally always remember about how much i paid for certain items. it's how i identify with my style. or something. this weekend i got a really nice button down dress shirt for $7, a $20 pair of sweet
nubuck slip-on mocs, and (though i'd never wear it) a package of 700 coffee filters for $2.18. recently i used the last of my filters and had to leave my roomates a note of apology. it's fine because we also have a coffee pod system. i told them they could use the pod system at no extra charge. kidding. i don't charge my roomates for use of the pod system. it's really cool. everyone should have on. no then on the subject of coffee. just last night i went to the gevalia web site becuase i heard that they had a new sweet offer. they did. so i got out the c-card and ordered up. basically you sign up for their program where they ship you coffee every 6 weeks and you get a stainless steel 12 cup coffee maker and a travel mug. you just have to be in the program for one shipments worth which cost less than $20. so i get a couple pounds of coffee (peaberry and costa rican blends), the coffee maker, and the travel mug. as long as i get out of the program early enough my only commitment it the less than $20 that i paid. no that is a bargain. a real bargain. a cheap like my dad who used to only take me and my brothers to $1 movies back in the 80s style cheap. i was quite proud of the purchase. 1.05AM. going to lunch. going to lunch.

other note of interest: india mcsandwich