10:46 PM >> Fruits of Labor

I realized tonight that it's so much easier for me to stay on my doctor-mandated diet when I am out of town for work if I am out of town with other co-workers and we go to dinner together. Eating alone night after night and knowing that the next night will be alone as well makes me too depressed to eat another fucking chicken breast. I need some cheese, man!

Though I am able to eat well if I am going to a movie by myself afterwards.